atonement of love

 You dirty my worry with "sadness"

you with your peaceful anguish.

faded cocoon,

spring beauty...

You have joined my sorrow with grief

you and you wandered in dreams

me looking for your beauty and it's not me,

I pass through the inert

and tactical world

.Believing again

what is left

a dream, I smile again

to be myself

and it overwhelms me again

the uncertainty

of being alive.

But I let my worry flutter by

in that atonement

which instigates the crash

and you become my peace,

and you are my stillness despite

the fact that you are far away...